An interesting weekend

Quick back story…I’m someone who’s always had ED issues, normally only the first few times I attempt to sleep with a new person, then I come right once my body realises what’s going on.
Have been secretly taking the pills with the last girl.
Started using this app 2 months ago as I met someone new and no longer want to rely on Viagra.

The first night was great…got hard from making out, gave her oral (boner dissapeared but then came back after more kissing) and had great sex.
BJ the next morning AND that night…no issues…

The second morning, woke up with morning wood (thinking to myself OMG I’ve defeated this)…as soon as it entered her for penetrative sex…dick went kinda numb…within a minute or so it was all over and then refused to get hard again…was annoying.
No idea why this happens, it initially felt good, but then my body entered fight or flight mode and it wouldn’t get out. When this happened I even tried self masturbation but my whole body was tense (as if I was about to enter a boxing match)

It’s super annoying as that’s how the weekend ended, so a bit of a shot to my confidence.
As I felt myself going soft…I tried to focus on my breath….but no good, I felt like I was then focused on breathing and not the feeling of sex.
Anyway boys, long story short I’m calling this a win. This is literally the first time in my life I’ve maintained a hard on with a condom and came…I honestly believe it’s all because of this app…that’s the only thing that’s changed.
If anyone has had similar experiences, and how they got ā€œback into their bodyā€ I’d love to hear ya story.

Cheers

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Bro what a win, that gets me fired up to hear. I’ve been having on and off issues for a while now but overall I think I’ve been able to pinpoint what works and what doesn’t. Super important to stay positive and remember the good stuff— our brains are so wired to fixate on the bad and spiral, but when we step back and look at the whole picture, there’s often a ton of improvement. Keep grinding man you’re an inspiration

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Cheers bro….yep, it’s hard to undo 20 years of boner issues within a couple of months…but def feeling more positive!

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The biggest win in my opinion isn’t the result imo, it’s that in both attempts you came in with a fresh mind state and used all the tools you had in your disposal. Congrats on that win.

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Thanks!
The biggest thing I noticed…I was actually far more horny and hard when NOT on the pills! As it was natural maybe or could have been as I was so pleased it was working and it felt like 100% me.

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Bit of an update fellas….a week later and things have only gotten better!!
Morning wood basically each morning, sex once or twice a day, I feel calm and relaxed - therefore more horny…also not thinking about if it will ā€œget hardā€ all day, like I was a few weeks ago.
Have I bet this thing…probably not completely and I may have the pre performance nerves with the next new girl, but atm things are the best they’ve ever been.
I’m going to continue using the app for another few months…mainly for the meditation stuff.
Would I have gotten this relaxed without the app…no way. It’s definitely given me some tools that I’ll use forever.
I think the biggest thing I can take away from this is - not to try to have sex 100% of the time!!! ESPECIALLY when you’re not horny!!!
Recipe for disaster.
I’ve found spending time with the girl has made my mind far quieter…
Good luck to everyone out there! Any questions, chat on this thread!!

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Your posts resonate a lot with me. On/off ED issues all my life (I couldn’t get it up when I was about to lose my virginity) and I have since found myself using meds secretly when not in a relationship.

I’m now working to fully overcome this, which is tough as I’ve got some pretty ingrained beliefs about my body and performance.

But totally agree that you should see your progress as a win, even if it’s not ā€˜perfect’ performance. Some great positives to focus on, and good advice not to assume that intercourse always has to be the end goal (I definitely struggle with this one). Great stuff.

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glad I’m not the only one that goes soft either entering or thinking of entering
Has been a problem for me since day one if anyone has other suggestions please let me know

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It’s definitely a struggle! Jerking off is great tho lol

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