Haven’t felt connected to her recently. It’s been tough. Kinda haven’t felt appreciated or loved. In the small ways. For example, I tell her how I’d like to watch a band live, she says “that’ll be fun!” Looks up tickets and buys one for herself. She does shit like this in small ways all the time. Today 4th of July, I’m spending it without her cause she wants to be with her best friend (girl). We haven’t been having great sex cause I just don’t feel like she wants me idk. Maybe thats the inner critic cause she is sweet in other ways.
When I’m alone I’m Rock hard for hours and masturbate like 7 times. I legit jerked off today like 7-8 times. I’m tired of this shit lol