Can’t tell you how many times I’ve gotten all the way there. With some beautiful women at that. And then, CAN’T GET IT UP. 
Not gonna lie I’ve had a lot of things on my mind. I’ve seen my porn addiction grow into a tranny porn addiction. I’ve got other things as well to. Life
The fact you’re here means you’re trying to work on it. Gotta start somewhere, keep at it
But I know the feeling of not being able to get it up with a beautiful woman, and the embarrassment and shame that comes after /(
This happened to me last night, it made me feel truly terrible. She took an uber home right after.