Why did it get hard so quick?
I let it go down then I start playing again and it gets hard again.
Damn, why aren’t you getting hard?!?
My inner critic was over my shoulder shouting why can’t you get hard and that we have never had this issue before. Why is this happening now!
Sucks but I went to a Mojo sessions said something great about his experience helped him find great sex! So there is hope.
A part of me is trying to rethink pleasure and see that a hard erection isn’t necessary for pleasure but my critic is skeptical.
My inner critic was asleep. I went thru this in the middle of the night. I was sitting on my porch on a busy street wearing a long nightshirt. The breeze felt so amazing but, it wasn’t sexual. It just felt good.
That hes weak and dosent work when hes supposed to
Your penis is small and needs to be as erect as possible when in the presence of women in order to not humiliate yourself.
My inner self wants me to continue to play with myself until erection
More of a pressure of to get it up and was I gonna get hard?
That look how easy it is I cant you work with a woman
Comparing it to other penis’s I’ve seen in porn. Fighting between replaying good experiences and bad ones
My inner critic started to say that my soft penis was the cause of my problems as soon as I started the therapy. Luckily I noticed it and silenced it.
I was alright touching it soft. What got me was when I started to look at it. I turned on my camera on my phone to see it from all angles and instantly my inner critic was telling me it wouldn’t be attractive to me girlfriend that its not good enough and to stop exploring yourself. Went from confident to pretty down.
It’s so small when it’s soft and it should be hard
You’re not big enough. Why aren’t you getting hard.
didnt do the exercise
Started getting concerned that it wasn’t really feeling anything from my touch. Also told me I have too much hair which is probably true
ds
I have to get hard quick! Don’t let me down!
Weirdly enough, I found it difficult NOT to get hard while playing with my penis. I kept telling myself don’t get hard, but I just couldn’t get help. I also realize that my inner critic wasn’t very focused on my penis, but the rest of my body. I haven’t worked out in a while so I’ve begun developing some tummy fat. That’s where my inner critic came in. I did find it fascinating that as soon as i switched up my mentally to “get hard”, my erection went away.
Reminded me that it’s a place I’ve been before, and it’s a place I’ll be again, gave me flashbacks to how it was trying to get hard for sex and failing.