My inner critic had some ideas about the size and look of my penis
Ended up getting hard and distracted from the exercise
My inner critic didn’t say anything. I was curious and actually interested in really looking at me penis.
Was kind of fun to hype it up honestly haha. Explore it with no pressure and notice things about it I hadn’t seen before.
Didn’t have any issues with my inner critic but I can see how bringing soft penis into your active consciousness can help normalize it on a subconscious level during sex where it feels normal vs anxiety producing.
Probably need more exposure and practice with this before I ever get there though.
I’m used to having a soft penis. I felt that I wanted it to start to get hard .
Use to having it so just felt like a constant reminder
My inner critic was calling attention to the size when not aroused and the fact that even all this touching is doing nothing to my physical arousal
I was probably too focused on the observation of my penis via touch and sight, that I didn’t think to notice if my inner critic had anything to say…. Or maybe that was my inner critic just being silent because he thought I was an idiot? I think I will need more time doing this exposure therapy to take better notes of what my inner critic is saying.
Initially felt a semi coming on, then I was like “oh great, but oh no, that isn’t what this is for”. Then it went and I felt disappointment that it didn’t become more
Inner crtic reminded me that i wasn’t getting hard
i got hard off rip i was tryna keep it down the whole time but i had to actively think to do that imma try again i think the ai lady voice was turning me on ngl
My inner critic was judging its size and in doing so was making it shrivel up which was making it worse
Inner critic kept questioning why it wasn’t getting hard
Again my heart started racing and my chest felt weird.
Hahahahahaha
I kept thinking that I felt sorry for the old chap - I’ve been putting so much pressure on him for so long no wonder he’s all over the gaffe. My inner critic kept worrying why I wasn’t getting hard - but because that wasn’t the point of the exercise, it didn’t matter so much
I kept thinking that my dick is really quite small. Not ugly, though
Was telling me it’s a silly exercise
I felt I spend so much time and money trying to make my penis a tool—something to use on command (pumps, creams, pills) and haven’t been very kind to it, or myself.