Not giving your partner what she wants

For me I struggle to ejaculate, my new partner gets off majorly when I cum inside her, for me this is hard and we have cheated the system with wanking etc but I would like it to be “normally” achieved as I know that would be a massive boost to me and to her, she is supportive and I really do appreciate that.

Inside it’s eating me up which I try to not show, which at times is hard but I know she will help me on my journey.

M40 fyi

Are you playing solo and or still watching porn on the side? I can’t finish inside or by her hand or mouth either. I’m getting close, but I still end up on my back. She’ll grab the lube and go as long as she can, then I have to finish myself… the good thing is she loves to watch me get myself off.