I didn’t get hard but I think I was a little aroused. I thought of being with my ex and what it was like when I became so horny that I felt like an animal. I think I feel a little disgusting with myself when I think to that, but I need to change that an, actually, embrace that part of me.
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I got really hard honestly. But when I think of performing as a top I start losing it because of my insecurities.
I got more aroused then I did last time. Previously I was unable to feel anything downstairs, but today I felt a little bit of blood flow. Small wins! I also imagined the scene more vividly than I did last time. Practice practice practice. I am going to implement the mantras whenever I get stressed about sex.
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I found this to be very helpful. Much more flow. Felt so excited and hopeful and confident. What an amazing meditation. I wanna keep doing this until I have full confidence!!
More vividly than the last time. I sense progress!
It made me more confident in the fact that I can control my desire and arousal.
I would like to imagine it more clearly/calmly next time.