Just when I needed it

[atomic-cyan-pony]

I had a chance last night to have a threesome with a friend and my husband, and just couldn’t get hard at all. During all the flirting and foreplay all evening I’d been hard as a rock in my pants, but as soon as it came time to actually do something about it, nothing. I laughed it off, put it down to the cocktails I’d had (barely any) and found ways to enjoy it anyway (I bottomed, which I don’t usually do) but I’m really frustrated that I couldn’t participate how I wanted despite how much I was into it. And now any mention of sex or anything vaguely erotic just feels like a reminder of what I can’t do. I feel awful.